Don't be embarrassed, I am the EXACT same way. I cannot handle moths. Butterflies? Spiders? Sure. Moths? Hell no.

I almost hyperventilate. I can't kill them, I get really panicky and scream sometimes, lmao. It's weird. I just can't do the "flap-at-the-lights-and-divebomb" thing.

No worries, I've got the same fear!