I am sorry to hear about the loss of your boy. He was very handsome, indeed. Thirteen years is a long time to spend with such a special soul and share that bond. The hurt will eventually ease a bit, but the bond will always be there. My first dog was an Eskie/Poodle mix, she, too, was very human and we shared an incredible bond. I will always treasure that. Lumi will be waiting for you at the bridge with a big Eskie smile on his face and a wagging tail. RIP Lumi.