With me it's not a matter of crying all the time. I just developed a quick temper that gets set off by the smallest of things. Somedays I will be fine. Today I got mad at a bowl because it didnt' want to come out of the cabinet like I wanted. I almost thru it. but it was glass so I tried my hardest to calm down. I have a hard time going to sleep because I have tons of random thoughts in my head. Then I don't wanna get out of bed, because I dred taking care of myself. ya know like how you dont want to get in the shower, but once you're in, you don't want to get out?

I keep thinking of how many times I have to eat, shower, brush teeth etc in the next 50+ years that I have left in my life. It's a part of life, but I just want to sleep. I dream of being happy sometimes, but I do have a lot of bad dreams.

And Runner is right there for me to cuddle. And she cuddles me right back. My daighter cuddles sometimes, but she's rather play.

I may be depressed, but I have a TON of love to give. But feel like I can't release it enough and with 2 animals and a child and a "husband" I still feel lonely. So I can relate to those who have TONS of pets.