Thank you catmandu. The worst part is that I wasnt with her. It wasnt until we got home from work that we found out. Somebody had left a telephone message saying that they found her and put her on his garden. Both my husband and I couldnt bring ourselves to see her that way so my dad went and picked her up for us even though we could see the house where she was. Unfortunately we were both so upset that we forgot to give him anything to put her in and I had to see her. Seeing her that way just makes me pray to God that she felt no pain and that it was instant. I cant bear to think that she led there wanting and needing us and wondering where we were and why we werent coming to help her.

Ironically, we are due to move in a couple of days and I had spent the last three months worrying that she wouldnt settle in the new house. I never thought that something like this would happen.