I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Emerson was a very handsome boy, and the picture of the two of you together is one you can cherish forever. I was particularly touched when you said that he was your first dog. They do leave special pawprints as they teach us humans what it means to live with a creature as perfect as a dog. Many hugs to you. The pain will eventually be more bareable. And I also think that Emerson will eventually send you someone else in need of the special love you can give.