If I were closer I'd be over in a heartbeat to give you a hug and an encouraging smile, heck I'd give you as many as you want!
I am so sorry you are going through hard times right now, I know I can relate. I wish I could wave a magic wand & make all your troubles dissapear.
If you need anything, someone to vent to, cry no, ask for advice, anything just pm me.

{{{{hugs}}}}