Thank you all for your nice comments. Today has been rough for me and for the rest of the family as well. Tomorrow night is visitation & then Friday is the funeral... so thats goin to be extremely hard too.

I really thank you all for your kindness. It means a great deal to me.

I am not very good at telling my feelings outloud.. but I can write them out better. and thats why I come here just to let out my feelings sometimes.

Thank you so much.