My Snuggler Is Gone Forever...

[rosethecopycat]

I can't even come close to what you must have felt like, to lose your Soul kitty under those circumstances. So, so sad.

We do feel the same way you do about our kitties, so please do come back and rely on us for support.

Snuggles is safe and happy at the Rainbow Bridge now, the only thing he is missing is you.
Until the day of reuniting, bide your time, keep him in your heart, and you will see him again. One Fine Day.

Godspeed to the Bridge, Snuggles

[NevadaKitty]

Hi Rosethecopycat,

Thank you so much for your sweet words of hope and encouragement. It's a pleasure to meet you and I enjoyed hearing from someone who actually can relate to the pain one feels when something so senseless and tragic happens to a beloved pet. He was my WORLD. I was unable to have children, so my animals throughout my life have "been my kids"...I love them no less.

I wrote a poem to my Sweet Snuggles the other night while in "meltdown" mode. (I've never cried so many tears in my life until this happened).

The poem talks about me and Snuggles "reunion" day someday...I thought I'd share it with all of you here as well. Keep in mind I was sobbing uncontrollably when I scripted this, so it's not exactly Hamlet. LOL

Thanks again Rose for the words of encouragement...I really need them right now. Here's my poem to my sweet handsome boy, Snuggles.

In Loving Memory Of
Snuggles

Even though you’ve passed away and we’re so far apart…
The loving memories we shared together shall forever remain in my heart…

You were truly special to me and quite a rare find…
You were my Snuggler and one of a kind…

I treasured every minute, and day spent with you…
My love for you is undying, deep and true…

You slept tucked under my arm each and every night…
Now just an empty pillow remains, and it just doesn’t feel right…

I miss brushing your beautiful hair while you squirm and wiggle…
Everyday we were together you made me laugh and giggle…

You were always there when I needed a friend…
And cuddled me when I was sad, to help me to mend…

When my time on Earth is over, and I too shall pass...
We will be reunited again my sweet boy, at long last…

So make lots of friends in heaven, and frolic and play…
And look forward to, as I will, our reunion day…

I Love You so much Snuggles, my sweet handsome boy…
You were my WORLD, my PRIDE and my JOY…

Love Your Mom,
Kathi

[critter crazy]

Poor Sweet, sweet snuggles!!! I feel for your loss! what a horrid way to loose you beloved firend! I am so very sorry! please stay, and lean on us for support!

[zoey]

NevadaKitty,
Oh dear, reading your story this morning has me feeling so many emotions. I don't know what to say. It must have been unbelievably hard for you to write. But it can be cathartic too, and I hope that you'll stick around Pet Talk. I know you are grieving now. But when you can, come and just type whatever you are feeling. No one here will have that attitude of "getting a new cat to forget the old one" Some of us have also had losses and it is so painful. Each is unique and precious, as are the people I’ve met on this site. We are here for you, and my PM box is open.
Zoey

[smokey the elder]

Oh, I'm so sorry! I have cats that are getting up there, and I worry about any procedures like that. It can't be any easier, knowing it was preventable.

Your beautiful red and white cat has a companion, Catmandu's Moose, to fly the Rainbow Bridge express with.

[NevadaKitty]

Hi Critter Crazy & Zoey and Smokey The Elder,

Thank you so much for the kind words, and for just understanding what I might be going through. Since this whole nightmare began 10 days ago, I've been unable to connect or identify with anyone who genuinely understands the torment and pain I'm going through. My own mother told me to "get over it" and that I was "just trying to get attention". Unbelievable!

While in the hospital for 6 days even the doctors, nurses and therapists seemed shocked and amazed that I was "that" broken up over an animal. I'm stunned and amazed at how some people feel about animals. To me, they are no different than humans are, except they love you unconditionally, and have innocent souls. Perhaps they are "better" than some humans, I think. They don't go around murdering, raping, or hurting anyone, they just love you everyday.

Well, thanks again for the warm welcomes. I hope that I don't burden anyone here or cause you guys any problems. I'm just looking for some new friends that KNOW and LOVE animals the way I do, and who might be able to help me work through this crisis. And even when and IF the crisis ever passes, I hope to be a part of your forum for a long time to come. I've already met some very warm, caring people here. Thanks so much!

Also, I'd like to post his picture here, but can't quite grasp how to do that. Can someone walk me through it please? Thanks in advance for any assistance. Talk soon friends.

Forever Sobbing,
NevadaKitty
Kathi

[Miss Z]

Kathi,

Snuggles sounded like the most amazing cat. I just lost my cat, Zsa-Zsa, recently, so I am still grieving for her like you are for Snuggles. I also wrote a poem for my girl, and the poem you wrote is very beautiful and from the heart.

Reading that story, it reminded me so much of my mum's cat, Bimbo. She too went under anaesthetic for teeth cleaning and her heart stopped under the strain. My mum said it was the worst phone call she ever took and ever will take. I'm sure that Bimbo, Zsa-Zsa and Snuggles are all at peace now though.

((hugs))

[Donnaj4962]

Oh NevadaKitty, I am so sorry for your loss. Snuggles sounds like a great kitty, and I know that he was so well loved! (He knew it too!) I can only begin to understand the loss you must be feeling. I have LES as I am writing this, as your story and poem was so touching.

RIP sweet Snuggles. Play hard at the RB, and look for other PT babies! They will show you around and help comfort you as I am sure you are missing your Meowmie as much as she is missing you.

(((hugs))) from Donna (Meowmie), Tabitha (18 year old kitty) and Sasha (3 year old kitty) in Indiana

[NevadaKitty]

Greetings Miss Z,

First of all, it's a pleasure to meet you, and thanks so much for dropping by and reading my story and responding. Everyone here seems so loving and caring...moreso than my own family and friends in dealing with the loss of my beloved Snuggles. I find that shocking!

Snuggles didn't succomb to the effects of the anesthesia, but instead died due to neglect on the veterinarin aide's behalf. The doctor administered the anesthesia and left the room so it could take effect, and the vet aide insertered a breathing tube into his chest and then got a cell phone call and walked away leaving him unmonitored. He suffocated to death when the tube got clogged with mucus. She left for 10 minutes...so there was no chance at reviving him. When she returned he was gone.

I think knowing that his death was due to complete neglegence on the aide's behalf makes my grieving process even harder. His death was senseless, and shouldn't have happened. I rocket between sorrow, rage and guilt and a ton of other feelings since it happened. My emotions are so out of control I feel like I'm on a never ending rollercoaster ride, and hanging on for dear life.

I'm glad you liked my poem. It definately came from the heart when I wrote it. I'd love to read yours too about your cat.

I'm so sorry to hear you, too, lost your precious Zsa-Zsa recently. I've been so busy spewing my problems all over the place here that I've not taken the time to visit other threads about lost pets yet...but I will. Did you write a thread about her in the forum? If so, I will have a look. I know what you're going through, for sure...perhaps we can help each through the rough times and perhaps smile again someday.

Thanks friend, talk soon...
NevadaKitty
Kathi

[catmandu]

I have just lost my Moose, so I am mourning too.
I am sure that Snuggles is showing the Moose around.
Today at Tony Romas, they will ge the first Ribs.
And Snuggles will miss you, but you will see him again, and be friends again.
One Fine Day.

[NevadaKitty]

Hi Donna,

It's nice to meet you, and your sweet kids Tabitha and Sasha. You sould like you're a really loving cat meowmie, too. (love that word)...

I have another cat named Jessie...she's 5 years old. She's grieving Snuggles also, I can tell. She's not been herself since he's been gone. Poor girl.

Thank you so much for the kind words and condolences regarding the loss of my sweet boy Snuggles, and reading my story. I'm so glad I found this forum (or it found me), because I'm finally able to identify and talk with people who understand the bond that can exist between man and our furry four legged friends. I really need this type of support right now, as it helps me sort things out in my head, it allows me to openly discuss my sorrow without judgement or ridicule, and empowers and validates my emotions.

I hope to talk a lot more with you in the forums soon and hear all about your two bundles of joy. I'm a cat WORSHIPER, and LOVER and want to know about everybodies sweet kitties.

Thanks again Donna for your kindness, God Bless...
NevadaKitty
Kathi

[NevadaKitty]

Hi Catmandu,

Nice meeting you friend! Thanks for reading my story, and sharing your recent loss of Moose with me too. Snuggles has only been gone 10 days so I think Moose might be showing Snuggles around. Snuggles was a shy sort of cat. I've found myself worrying if he is okay on the other side or not. I picture him being frightened, lost and alone without me, his Mom.



Hopefully Moose is helping him out...I think he might need it. I look forward to hearing more about Moose. I saw the thread about him, but haven't read about his passing yet. I apologize for that. I've been so busy unloading my grief all over the place that I haven't stopped by and tried to help anyone else. My world just seems to be spinning...I feel like a frog in a blender.

I promise to catch up on all the stories here and try to extend and offer as much support to all of you, as you've all given to me already.

Thanks so much everyone!

Talk to you soon, my friend, keep your chin up...
NevadaKitty
Kathi