You are putting us through the wringer today, yourself included. I just went to the shelter website and looked at all the other kittens. Some of them don't even have a gender listed and no name. Those grey ones are extremely pretty but I worry about the tiny black one, he/she's barely got a hope.

So, why am I looking at adopting a special needs cat when so very, very many regular cats need homes urgently also? It's a question that has been hammering at my mind all day.