Hi Slick,I kinda know how you feel, but your attitude is wonderfull!I have had breast cancer. And I am a surviver!!!!!It was 11 years ago. I had the tumor removed and it didn't spread.I had to go through chemo therapy and radiation. I think of those treatments as an insurance policy that the cancer would be completely killed in my body. I have been doing fine ever since.I also had a positive attitude, just like you!!!You are in my prayers!!!!!