Its terrifying to me.... which I guess is the ultimate goal of terrorists.

I have been depressed all day. Sitting here wondering why I stress over work, bills, family... when it could all be taken away in a moment. All the "troubles" I currently have will look petty and insignificant in comparison to what my new reality would be... the reality of burying loved ones, digging trough rubble, forraging for food, worrying about cleanliness of my drinking water.

So now I'm utterly depressed thinking about how dire everything in the world is right now... about how many times I've jokingly said "Its like WWIII in there!" When it appears WWIII is looming around the corner.... and most Americans don't care anything about this impending war except how much it'll affect the price of gas. Maybe they don't care because they really, honestly think nothing can happen to them here, since everythiung is being fought over there. Who's to say it'll STAY over there? Today was proof it can come over here and they have plans to make sure it DOES come over here.