I love to fly, and love to look out the window at the clouds, etc. But I know it is a real phobia for people. You mentioned being afraid also of what happens at the airport - that you can conquer! Visit the airport, just walk through, and you'll see it's nothing to be afraid of - just another industrial-looking place with exhorbitantly high prices for everything! Yes you - even you - can pay EVEN MORE for your Starbuck's coffee than usual!