I am sorry to hear this baby... but time has a way of healing all wounds. It's an old cliche - but it usually turns out to be true. JenBKR is exactly right when she says it is absolutely "no reflection" on you as I am sure that they love you as they always have. Try and stay at peace with yourself and remember that no matter what happens or how difficult things may get between now and a time when things settle back down again - you are NOT a "participant" in this rocky ride, but rather an "unfortuneate passenger"!!! God bless you,

Dan