wow, thank you.. it's still hard coming back to this thread, looking at his longgone (gone in my heart) little soulface. I miss his big slow motion meows and his hoppy thumpings on hardfloor around here. it doesn't get easier when I keep waking up another morning without his face in my face, nipping my nose then give out a BIG meow and everyone would follow, sing with him. he was the meow leader now that seem everyone is mourning everyday if you know what I mean. oh, getting teary now.

thankyou all again for love words & comfort hugs. I need to remind myself that he is happier up there and even happier for three and half years he have had with me.

I love you so, so very much dear sweetie.