Why couldn't I just...

[Queen of Poop]

So I spent the last 4 days at the lake with my family. I made my apology and that went ok. Then this morning I'm told by hubby that nothing has changed, that he will not reconsider our separation. I'm hurt, crushed, etc. My confidence is so far down the toilet I'm not sure it will come back up. We entertained his whole family yesterday so last night I took Sasha to bed and had a little quiet, unwind time. Apparently that was the wrong thing to do. He's mad over that. Honestly, doggie and I had a full day and we needed just to be cuddly and quiet. I can't do anything right. I need some advice on how to heal myself, rebuild my confidence and stop this incessant crying. I love him so much, I don't want to lose him, but I feel that I am. I need self confidence. I feel like such a wimp.

[Edwina's Secretary]

Gayle....I am so sorry for your pain. Perhaps a little breathing room for both of you....and the counseling...could be a good thing?

[caseysmom]

gee whiz okay I am getting mad now, he doesn't understand a little quiet time by yourself...for gods sake don't let him knock you down like that please.

[Karen]

You are a good person. Regardless of what he, or anyone around you thinks, you are a good person. You need to find it in yourself to acknowledge that.

You are The Queen of Poop! No one unworthy of love could be bestowed that honor, or so proclaim herself, right? A less noble person would think herself too prissy to deal with it, or too squeamish, but you are the Queen. Undaunted and fearless, you go places people who do not love animals as much would go.

You are the Queen. Let no one treat you otherwise.

You are a good person.

And we love you.

[Sevaede]

caseysmom and Karen said everything that I wanted to say.

*hug*

[Queen of Poop]

You are a good person. Regardless of what he, or anyone around you thinks, you are a good person. You need to find it in yourself to acknowledge that.

You are The Queen of Poop! No one unworthy of love could be bestowed that honor, or so proclaim herself, right? A less noble person would think herself too prissy to deal with it, or too squeamish, but you are the Queen. Undaunted and fearless, you go places people who do not love animals as much would go.

You are the Queen. Let no one treat you otherwise.

You are a good person.

And we love you.

Thank you. As I cry like a baby. He's taken his stuff and gone, now I'm alone.