I just now read this??!! Hey Sis, would you like me to fly out and feed you with a spoon and smooth your worried brow? How dare you not let me - or ANY of us - know you were getting worse. You are NOT MotherEarth although you do a danged well job of it. Allow those that care, to care as much as you do. Would you not be furious if Gini or any of us were ill and didn't say so? *oh, I did that didn't I... I know better now* I dearly love you my friend ~ and worry