posted by calliesmom
I'm so sorry to hear this. I did not know he was so ill.
me either..
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he was helpless, I was helpless.
still am, in shock of his sudden death. burncheeks from wiping a lot, salty tears stinging them. I keep waking up another morning without him in my face, nipping my nose. he was the only knight cat who'd make sure the ark had their breakfast and dinner. the meow leader.
very selfishly of me for wanting third, fourth, fifth opinion .. I loved you so very much, I never wanted you to go but you were ready, too bad I wasn't.
crying is SO unbearable..
so unbearable. especially I don't understand what happened.
I just want to be gone and go with you too. everytime I think or realize you're really gone.. my whole nerve system shrink. and I haven't been breathing right past few days, uncomfortable bugs going around in my heart..
my love baby, I miss you so, sooo much.
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