Once again I thank everyone for their kindness. Doesn't seem to get much easier but I'm sure I will find peace someday. So many people don't seem to care past saying 'sorry about your dog". Meanwhile it's great friends on PT that help keep me going.
Here is a picture of a mousepad Kay(Kfamr) had sent to me. Flamepony12(Devon) drew the picture of Mandy. I thank them both and I really love the mousepad, any reminder that Mandy is at the Rainbow Bridge is a comfort to me.