Hey, hang in there.

Clutter, both mental and physical can keep you unfocused. I think everyone has been disorganized at some point in the life. There are some folks who struggle with it. None of us are perfect. If you are in the middle of it, you know best when you have had enough.

I think, and I am not a professional on this topic, but, I think each of us knows what our problems are.....but sometimes just don't know how to fix them. You seem to be going in the direction you need to be going...seeking professional help.

I have worked with adults with ADD, married a guy who had a serious drinking problem...no longer married....but....anyway. I think you are looking for answers and that is so important for progress. Keep going in this direction and hopefully you will feel better about having been given the genes you have and the life you have had.....and maybe your life will be progressively better if you try to seek help to make changes.

Be kind to yourself. Things don't change overnight.

I wish you luck and lots of stength and you know, you have SO much support here.

If you think you are the only one with problems, you are not. None of us are perfect. Well. Maybe one person here may be perfect...... just kidding.....

We all have our basket of problems.

((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))).................. ..

SAS