There are many choices I would make differently given the chance, but I really do believe I did the best that I could at the time, knowing what I knew then. Miss Z is right, your highs and lows are what contribute to making you a better person, if you strive for that.

In light of what others have said, I too want to say that I wish I would have let the important people in my life know how very much they meant to me and let my actions have indicated that to them. My grandfather is the one I would really love to shower with kindness and consideration.