caseysmom, I know this wasn't made because of my threads but seems that have bothered some of you. oh well, everyone sees it and not everyone can stand/handle seeing blood.

but anyway, while nothing is personal to me anymore, I don't know if I should apologize for my "dramatic" threads - those are way different than from threads whose did not asked for help and then being bombarded with advices, especially advices they weren't hoperfully looking for. not most people think that before they read numerous of advices/ideas in a thread and that drives me ticky also.

a little off topic probably, but thought some of you had to realize that too for others.