Hi Peter,
Your post reminds me of my relationship with my sweet little kitty Scooty. It is so hard to lose one of your kids especially when it happens unexpectedly and especially when she was so very close to you. I know just what you mean when you say she was “made out of love” I felt the same way about Scooty and that made it all the harder. Be open to the possibility of a visit from Pauline to tell you she is OK. Remember how lucky she was to have you adopt her – she was very loved for the years you had her and that makes her a very lucky cat indeed. Thankfully there are people like you in this world who care for, love and respect animals. I wish you peace.
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