Thank-You for that picture of Cole.
I truely KNOW about unpleasant rides to the Vet because whether I like it or not, I experience such unwanted memories myself. I too know what you mean while saying "I feel like a failure".
these memories are quite intrusive at times.So un -wanted, and so haunting.
Again, I am so sorry about his "blout" condition . Hind sight is always 20/20, so, after the fact, we relive the trama with all the right answers to all the questions, but alas, death is all too final.
He knew you were trying to help him, I sense this . You were up against such an obtacle during those last 5 days. Never ever feel that you actually failed , NEVER!!! The fact that you cared, and you helped Cole overcome so much adversity, represents your character. In time, you will realize this . You were there for Cole, no matter what.!!!!! You did not lose, you did not fail, you were simply THERE for Cole. His life was so full of love and adoration. I can see that in his eyes!!!!!
His passing symbolizes your love and your courage. Never let go of these virtues. Cry, because we will cry, all of us. But never underestimate your blessed virtues!!!!
Bookmarks