Just One More Day

[Dorothy39]

Well, Don't feel like the Lone Ranger, you can start calling me Tonto now.

It will be 6 months on the 22nd of June, and I still cry real hard at times.

Keep re-reading this first thread that helped us out Bob, that's what I do.

This Pet Talk is my Fix, and you and I are in an old row boat at Sea.

We are not alone, I know that doesn't help to type right now, but when I cry now, I think of you, Diane, sissy and of course, your beloved Jeb.

When you replied to my pain week, I felt a waive of relief. Then, Rachel replied, offering "The Last Battle", there is Logan, Anna 66 -adding a poem, "I'm Still Here" , Queen of Poop, Shihtzlover850, Pitca-sierra & Buddy's Mom, Sudilar- Killian & Shiloh, luvofallhorses, jazz cat, Cyber-Sibes, to name just a few. These framents, typed onto our moniter screen , are condolences offered to us for the taking. Like hugs through cyberspace.

Let's keep rowing my dear friend at Pet Talk. When you cry real hard, hold onto Diane and dear little Sissy, then, remember me, and all of the kind people who have recognized our sorrow. I will row when you tire, you will row when I tire.
Dont' stop coming to Pet Talk, I will never judge you, never, never, never.

I could not have gotton to this point with out Robroy20 calling me Dot.


God Bless You and Yours!!!! Thinking of Jeb on the 10th!!!!!


Kathy

[robroy20]

First I want to take a second to thank all the kind people that have been where I am,they know they can see a way out of the misty fog that Dot and myself and many others are in.I think I am getting better and here come that wave or that sinking feeling in your gut.Its like a drug that overcomes you.I have the good day ,bad day thing but I am better..
I want to here that Dot is getting better,I worry about here sometimes..Well got to go...Bob

[Dorothy39]

You are so kind, in your sorrow, to worry about me.

I've had such a hard time getting through this muck. I try not to picture Foxy Jean dying on my bed. When I realize that she is actually gone and that I will never see her again, I feel anxiety big time. I force myself to keep busy.

I have to remember what she taught me, what was going on in my life when I found her, along with how much she loved me.

She was with me all the time, like, if I went down stairs to sew, she would look me up, and she would lay underneath my cutting table inside a shallow container of folded material. I expose myself to that room little by little, and I am doing better since telling the world of my loss.

Your pain, so like mine, resonated beyond my humble home and diminished when I learned how to use this web site forum. I was so affraid to laugh again, as though something horrible might happen if I don't stay on guard. If you peronally knew me, you would realize how weird that is because I am such a clown, I love to help people laugh.

Men are stronger people. They have to be.
I"ll think of you as an older brother from God. I have 5 sisters.

I am doing better. I thought of Jeb on the 10th, and, I light a candle each Monday nite in honor of every dog that has ever died. It makes me stronger , too, when I pray for animals, people, situations beyond our control.

Thank-You so much for being here , in cyberspace.


always ,

Dot

[robroy20]

Well here I am .Its been over a a week since Jebs passing and I have found that I have to come to PT each morning to say a few words on Jebs behalf.Also to try to help anyone else that has lost a dear friend.
I have so much love to give my furbabies that if I lose one it tears my heart to pieces.I am a gentle man,it bothers me to see a dog running down the road.Or a baby bird that has fell from his mothers care.It seems the older I get the more love I have .Diane and I get closer with each passing day.We care for each other because it makes the caregiver happy.The pets in our life are just like us.If they hurt we hurt.If they are happy we are elated.
Good morning Dot


I will go now...Bob