It's beyond disgraceful what was done to you, you beautiful kitty. As far as I'm concerned, an animal abuser/torturer should suffer exactly what they did to the animal (go without food, live outside w/out shelter in bad weather, etc.) so they can try and develop some understanding of what they inflicted on an innocent animal. I am glad that you are now in a loving home and I hope and pray that you will be granted the peace and happiness that will allow you to escape from your nightmarish past.