Stressed...

[Iilo]

Your words lead me to think that you'll probably progress to more Self Injuring behavior.

I agree with most everyone else -- you need to get an outside source of help, preferably a professional.

[Zippy]

First of all this is not a normal handle it youself thing.
You are hurting yourself maybe not cutting but you sound like you want to.You need to get help NOW!
Talk to someone anyone now.Get help.

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I don't *want* to talk to anyone. I'm fine handling this by myself... I promise.

[Catty1]

Okay...but just think about it. It can make life a lot easier. A LOT easier. I know.


here's a saying to bear in mind: "You don't have to ride the dump truck all the way to the dump."

This means that while you may not WANT to talk to someone right now...if you keep going on the path you are, one day you may well HAVE to.

If you don't want to be where you HAVE to do it, because you crash and burn...then head it off at the pass.

I think if you tried six sessions, you would be amazed, really amazed.

And relieved.

HUGS
Catty1