Jen, you are going thru the same decisions that we had to make for Ralph Syracuse just last month. I think you are doing the right thing but not doing the chemo. After hearing how much time Ralph would have to spend at the vet's, the bloodwork, all the sticks with needles, I could not see any good quality of life for Ralph. Even with the prednisone, there are very good days, good days, and very bad days. So far, there have been more good ones. You are thinking about Lucas, and even thought it is very sad for you to imagine Lucas not being there for you, you are putting him first. I know I do not have to say to give him lots of hugs, you are already doing that. Take Care, prayers for Lucas and you. Sandra