I first saw this thread when it was still in General and strange, but my first reaction when I saw the title was that he had died somehow. I don't know how I knew that.

I'm so sorry, Debby, and I can only imagine the grief and guilt your going through. {{{hugs}}}

Poor sweet Payton, even though you were naw-tee, your family loved you dearly and will miss you. RIP sweetie.