Well since all of this just happened this weekend with the cats, I am of course still very upset and sad. I miss them horribly and cry when I think about it.

And poor Hector, he just doesn't know what to do for me and I feel really bad being so depressed around him when he's done nothing but wonderful things for me. Sometimes I feel like such a witch, I hope I can snap out of it soon.

As far as the visitation of the cats is concerned, right now my dealings with Brian are strictly through email. I really don't feel like talking to him or seeing him. I definitely need my time away from him- maybe sometime in the future we will be friends but that is out of the question for now.