karen, true but would be nice to have her back.

she and I traveled a lot in california, to campings and out of silbling states then brough me from west to east . . . I miss her so much. I went to her this morning to pick up personal belongings (not much there anyway) but said good bye. they brough her outside with forklift, she was all noseless, damaged, hugged then droven away back into pound - not my bullet I know.

for friends I lost, I'm going to their memorial service this weekend. everything's still so strange.

(((thanks everyone))) for understanding!