Oh, Amy, I am sorry to hear that you have been so ill. You have come to the right place to *complain*. I call it *venting* and it is just exactly what you need to do right now. These medical problems can be so scary. It does seem as if they are determined to find the cause of your problem and that the first step to the cure. Just remember the human body has marvelous recuperative powers and this board has a tremendous amount of love and caring and many here believe strongly in the power of prayer which we shall put to use immediately. Don't be discouraged, Amy.