Oh, I feel for you. It is so very difficult to lose a beloved pet.

The healing just takes time - as hard as that is to hear.

Thank about the comfort of the Rainbow Bridge and try to imagine your pet once again in his prime, running in a meadow, maybe chasing a butterfly. And no more pain or suffering in his future.

You might want to start a journal about him, things you remember that are funny and endearing that you don't want to ever forget.

You have come to the right place as Tonya has said - all of us care and we do understand.