I completely understand your predicament and that must be very hard to juggle life with a 4 month old. I wonder though, could the vet come to your home? Mine did when I let Speckles go. It was a very comforting experience to be able to sit on the couch and hold her as she went. It costs more but for me, it was worth it. It's something to think about anyway.

{{{hugs}}} to you and scritches to the furkids. I'll speak to my Speckles and have her make sure the red carpet is laid out for his arrival.