Cyber AA Meeting...Come on down!!!

[moosmom]

After hanging out on the porch of the Wilson House, I found out you can have a meeting ANYWHERE! We used to have "mini" AA meetings outside when the moon was full. Those are the best kinds of meetings to have! Very impromptu.

[RedHedd]

After hanging out on the porch of the Wilson House, I found out you can have a meeting ANYWHERE! We used to have "mini" AA meetings outside when the moon was full. Those are the best kinds of meetings to have! Very impromptu.

You've been to the Wilson House? Lucky you! That's one of my dream destinations.

Hi, my name is Georgia and I'm an alcoholic. My last drink was on April 18, 1986. I got to AA through the intervention of some very loving friends who are still in my life and all of us are still sober. I got sober on JD's birthday, one of my interventionists, as I was SO co-dependent in those days, I thought I'd show him what a good buddy I was by getting sober on his Birthday. Now, every year we get a good laugh over what I was like and both of us get to celebrate another year of life.

I come from a long line of alcoholics and watched my father struggle with the disease, try to get sober through AA and finally died from it. He always wanted me to follow him in his footsteps into the medical profession, however I chose to follow his alcoholic footsteps and almost ended up dead too.

I stayed continuously employed until the very end so I didn't think I was that bad, however in 1986 I was physically falling apart from my drinking. I tried to stop on my own, but, of course, couldn't. I remember calling AA once (we have a wonderful 24-hour hotline with live alkies answering the phones here in San Francisco) but didn't get to a meeting that night. Two years later, before I died, my friends intervened. I went to a treatment program - actually a locked psyche ward - and 32 days later was released into the world, scared and newly sober.

I didn't get a sponsor or do what was suggested immediately. I got a job, a boyfriend, started to look and feel good and was shocked when he moved out in December 1986, that I wanted to drink. I learned that that's what we do - normal for me is drunk. That's when I finally dove into AA and haven't left since. I've had many sponsors over the years - they all seem to move on me! My latest moved a few months after I asked her to be my sponsor and I finally got it - God wanted me to learn that relationships take work. She's still my sponsor, in fact I'm going to hear her speak at a meeting tonight.

As I have a huge anniversary coming up, I'm going to more meetings. AAnniversaries somehow do that - make me pull in a little closer. My sobriety "sister" called last night. We've been getting our AAnniversary chips together for the past 20 years and this year is no different.

I'm also a member of an on-line AA by e-mail group - New Beginnings. In fact another woman from PT has joined my group. It's nice to meet others "friends of Bill" on Pet Talk!

[moosmom]

RedHedd,

The Wilson House is awesome! No phones, no television, no stereos. Just peace, serenity and LOTS of meetings!! It's one of the biggest things I've missed while I was away in Michigan. Now I can just hop in my car and head North. Can't wait till it's nicer out. Haven't seen my friends in over 10 years!

[slick]

How does one know if he/she is in trouble? I'm concerned about a co-worker of mine.

[CathyBogart]

I am not an alcoholic, but I have a genetic predisposition and I suspect that if I let my guard down I would become an alcoholic very quickly, so I don't let it down where alcohol is concerned. I can sense it any time I have even a glass of wine, I crave alcoholic stuff every day for a week afterwards.

On the plus side, babysitting my friends at parties is entertaining.

My dad just got sober after ~20 years. I should be supportive and proud of him, but I'm still angry about all the garbage he put my family through for those twenty years, so I just stay away.

[RedHedd]

I am not an alcoholic, but I have a genetic predisposition and I suspect that if I let my guard down I would become an alcoholic very quickly, so I don't let it down where alcohol is concerned. I can sense it any time I have even a glass of wine, I crave alcoholic stuff every day for a week afterwards.

On the plus side, babysitting my friends at parties is entertaining.

My dad just got sober after ~20 years. I should be supportive and proud of him, but I'm still angry about all the garbage he put my family through for those twenty years, so I just stay away.

Perhaps Al-Anon could help with some of those feelings. It's a wonderful 12-Step sister-program to AA for those who are related to, living with or love someone who's struggling with their drinking.

[Karen]

On the plus side, babysitting my friends at parties is entertaining.

It's funny, I don't drink alcohol, just decided not to when I was a in college, and I remember much more than a lot of people do as a result.

Last year I got together with a friend, Jane, whom I hadn't seen since our wedding, the summer after she and graduated college together. I told her a little story about herself from one of the parties Paul's housemates had, and instead of chuckling, she said "Oh, no - someone ELSE I have to apologize to." She explained she's been "dry" for a number of years - maybe 5, and that she thought she'd gotten through her list of people she'd hurt or offended. I assured her that no apology was necessary, Paul was not hurt OR offended, nor was I.

[Catty1]

What some professionals have said - and AA is strictly NON professional - is that drinking is a form of self-medicating. It DOES work, sort of - until the booze starts to backfire and wreck our lives and others'.

Now, there are arguments pro and con, but go to page 133 of the "Big Book" (real title Alcoholics Anonymous) and read from: "Now about health..." through to "...his case afterwards."

I am finally on the right meds for my lifelong depression, and am gaining in confidence every day. Having this physical balance back gives me the energy to work my program, and become a responsible member of my community. And no, I do not want a drink. The miracle is still with me on a daily basis.

It is not a magic bullet - nothing is.

But this is just my story; in AA and life I can only speak for myself.

And yes, RedHedd - please check out Al-Anon. It's a family disease, and everyone gets the symptoms of alcoholism, whether they drink or not. You deserve healing too!

[Laura's Babies]

I am not a alcoholic myself but I was the child of alcoholic parents. Both Mamma and Daddy were daily drinkers, my step Dad was a binge drinker.

I have had and still have non drinking alcoholic friends that I really admire for having beat the habit and stuck with it. I admire how faithful they are to AA, YEARS after they have quit so those of you who have really gone long term really have my complete admiration!

I want to comment that some of you have mentioned depression with drinking. I always felt my Mama drank BECAUSE of depression. Am I wrong in that way of thinking? Her Mother died when she was a little girl and I think she never got over the feeling of abandonment, went into depression and drank when she grew up because of the depression. Mama was always so sad and angry, she hid it real good but it was always there.

[RedHedd]

How does one know if he/she is in trouble? I'm concerned about a co-worker of mine.

The way the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous describes it is how: An alcoholic is someone who has lost the ability to control their drinking.

Not being able to stop after taking the first drink. The book goes on to describe the phenomenon of craving that the first drink sets up in an alcoholic's body. Once alcohol is in the body, the body craves more. It's never sated and can lead to insanity or even death.

Many of us tried to control and enjoy our drinking, but for an alkie like me, if I'm controlling it, I'm not enjoying it and if I'm enjoying it, I'm certainly not controlling it.