Rob didn't come home lastnight

[king2005]

His Blackberry vibrates. & I never had problems getting ahold of him in the server room (it litterly is just an office with 3 big servers in it).

No body is even at work as its sunday & they hardly work from home on the weekends.

Rob know how I get, as I have anxity

[king2005]

its now been 12 1/2 hrs...

[Maya & Inka's mommy]

Btw, who is Rob?? Is he your husband or friend?

[king2005]

We're not married, but we've been in a 7yr relationship, so by law, he is my husband.

[king2005]

We just found out where he's been & why he was ignoring his phone.
He fell asleep in the server room. Apparently it was a MAJOR server that went down & it had to go back up ASAP!

It feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my chest.

I'm very attached to Rob as he's really all I have. I'm also not fully dependent (mentally) so it scares the hell out of me that I couldn't reach him. If I loose Rob, I'd have to move to PEI & live with dad or my sister, or atleast very close to them. Stupid Anxity <_< I can care for pets of any kind, but not myself <_<

Thanks everyone for the support, it was helpful.



Tom took me to the Mall cause he knew I needed to get my mind off it. I bought some things Rob & I needed, socks & undies & I bought a COOL PLANT!!! Its an Irish Shamrock! It has MASSIVE purple shamrocks & has pretty pink flowers!

[kuhio98]

I'm very attached to Rob as he's really all I have. I'm also not fully dependent (mentally) so it scares the hell out of me that I couldn't reach him. If I loose Rob, I'd have to move to PEI & live with dad or my sister, or atleast very close to them. Stupid Anxity <_< I can care for pets of any kind, but not myself <_<

Did you mean that you're not fully independent?
Are you doing anything to change that? therapy, medication, etc.?

[king2005]

Did you mean that you're not fully independent?
Are you doing anything to change that? therapy, medication, etc.?

Rob's helping me out. I'm having far less attaks. My attacks were high, then I met Rob & they went to med-low & now I hardly get them. Unless something big happeneds, but they are no longer random.

A few Dr's wanted to put me on meds, but I have ripped up the prescriptions, as I want to help myself.. well let Rob help me... He's getting me to do things I really don't want to do, like answer the phone & call the super when something breaks. We're doing lots & its working, but I NEED Rob.