(((((hugs))))) to you and handsome sweet Nanook. May you have many more beautiful moments together.

Oh, this just makes me cry, too. I had to put down my 17 1/2 yr old kitty last December, I know exactly how you feel. He was my soul-mate kitty. I felt so conflicted. How would I know when it was time? But people here on PT assured me that you just know, and they were right.

Nanook will let you know when he's ready. Then you can let him go peacefully.

Please PM me anytime, I send you gentle (((hugs)))