this is what bothers me, sending them those just after or for kicking me out? I don't feel right to do so, it just doesn't make senses to me. especially where I'm still hurt.

well, we don't deal with our feelings better when we haven't talked or sort things out yet. just two days after, I emailed the wife of the house a long thankyou and how it meant a lot for me staying there and wished 'things' didn't happened. she never responded, I don't even know if she accepted it. again, another deserved one? I can't understand..

if they kicked me out into a street for a reason, yeah, I would. (once if I'm back in my sanity)..