Tier was a very beautiful and cute cat. Don't feel bad, remember all the funny habits and cute things that Tier used to do, time really does heal. I hope the kitten is OK too. But you HAVE chosen the right path. I think that the world would be very lonely with no pets at all. You had Tier and the kitten in your life, and no matter how long you have them, you have loved them and cared for them. We all want our pets to live forever, and it hurts so bad when we lose them, but just remember all the good times. I really hope that you feel better soon. PM me any time you need to talk.