what the .. was this?? funny this was bumped up when I was thinking of him dearly, crying more than the other days. I've been trying not to think of him for so long because it hurts but I miss him and he just never leaves my mind. he was also a great chef, he would invite everyone over, have a family gathering as much as we could hang out together & have fun. he was the man of the every family, now everything have changed for good. right now the families are shattering out everywhere, just disappearing - not talking to each other most of time now.

well, I gotta stop before my heart gets heavier - we gotta love omens don't we? and thanks for your love thoughts! I had nobody to talk to and this cheered my day up.