Well, you knew it wasn't right, but you tried anyway. Who can fault you for trying? You shold never ever kick yourself for following your heart. Some day you'll find the right man who makes your heart swoon and you'll know without a doubt that he's good for you. With this guy you saw someone who made your heart swoon while your instincts sent off warning bells.... look out for that one next time and remember this moment so you won't repeat it.

Chalk it up as a learning experience and you'll know netter next time!

As for the party, go by yourself and enjoy yourself as a single girl. You just might find someone else there who deserves you!