OhOh Phred being thumpz by Zippy you had better listen buddy she may just come and do it in Person. I know it's hard to accept help when your like you are . But you can't be the Do quixte all the time even warriors get breaks and help to rest up. You spent time recuping and loving the crew there and let your freinds care for you. You never know what battle God will send you next. You may need all the strength your getting now.
Hugs and prayers from the crew here to you.