Aly, I'm so sorry to hear about this, it must be very devistating for you, seeing you loved him so much.
Like Pam said, you came to the right place. Not sure I have any inspirational words for you, but I do care and hope you get to spend some time with him before he leaves us for the rainbow bridge. If you do, I'd love to see some pictures of the sweetheart you care so much about.

Anna