It's done. I'm done. I can't take it nor help it.

He checks out other girls, tells me how hot they are. He invites another girl to the Christmas party, went to Junior Girls with someone, had a blast, and is practically in love with her. I don't want him anymore. I don't want anything. Except to be happy.

So much stress right now. My band teacher might get fired due to "sexual harrassment". My friend is suicidal and there was some HUGE drama yesterday which involved everyone in tears and one person mad at all of us. Now Mike, I can't take things anymore.

What my friend said:

i really think that he's too immature for you. i really do. and he's nice in person and everything..but he's completley different behind your back. and i dont know, you dont have to take that crap. theres a quote in The Perks of Being a Wallflower and its "You settle for the love you think you deserve"..and you deserve better megan. honestly. he doesnt understand a real relationship..and i really think that he's being so immature about this. i know its hard because he says he says he likes you and stuff..but you know--if he's doing this stuff, you've gotta stop it before you like him anymore and get even more hurt. i mean...do you really wanna be in a relationship with a guy that is constantly checking out girls? and hanging out with other girls?? no. and plus, i know exactly how it feels to like someone JUST because they like you...JESSE. thats the only reason i liked him so much..cuz he liked me. but i mean...god. its just a bunch of crap that he's doing that stuff. and its gonna be hard to get over him, but i think its something that you need to do.