hugs and thoughts sent, I really need them right now - I never have been this upset and crying non-stop. things I have shared with corinna & furrykidsmother behind this, never wanted to vent and bother you, the craps I can't help with but anyway, ..

what happened four nights ago was, actually, my fault. the family I'm staying with for a while have been giving me a hard time with my ark until that night, I kinda of broke down. and decided to take a late walk with crayola - (never without him). well.. it's never a good idea to cry and walk cross the street!

what did I not see better from looking in both directions was the (yellow) parking lights about 40 feet away on the right from my corner, assumed it was parked. as it was snowing in dark, I went ahead crossing and wiping my eyes...

the car have beeped as well as crayola suddenly stopped and his leash pulled, warned me. (that's how he did not get hurt) - as of trying to turn around back.. I see I was too late and slipped. weaving headlights just above my sights, the last thing I remembered.

the (very nice) driver who ran over me, called an albumance for me, said his (funeral) car got out of control too and was very sorry. with weigh of the cab in back, braking on an icy street, going at the right speed.. makes sense - I felt bad for him too.

in hospital, just to make it short - gash stitched up, icing a big, big hip bruise ever and few on back/legs went well except for the right foot which it painfully causes a trouble! not realizing the car have stepped over it too, it was all swollen and purple, so black. the doctors thought we must wait for an interpreter to take a foot x-ray. I repeatly begged them just to do them, that we didn't have to wait so I could home sooner! without x-rays, they can't test me with different pain killers than the ones I've been barfing out.

unforunately with my dear ark at home with an aggressive dog (tucker, who bit my fluffy clayton last week and had clay stitch up) has frightened and signed me out against medical advice. I'm now only servely anemic & dehyrated so water drinks & irons out of hospital should be okay! I just can't bear staying there another minute, gotta cut off that bad luck string!

allright, that should be enough for now before I cry like a baby again and thank you all so much again. ({({my dear friends})})