Hey..don't worry. It doesn't sound stupid. I know how exactly you feel when Benny was alive. The day before we put him down, I knew it was time. I wish it wasn't. I know how HARD it is to let go of a pet, believe me, I've been through it. I was angry at my parents for making the decision, I was angry at the vet, well, I'll just say I was angry at EVERYTHING. You know.. that first night without him.. I felt him, he was around me, I could sense it. I was sitting on the computer, and saw something move, I thought it was Benny just getting up to walk around, but I think it was his spirit. He's still with me.. always will be. That was a sign to let me know that he was okay. If you want to talk, you can email me @ [email protected] - Rachel