Hi! Wish I'd seen your previous post about this. You are absolutely right. diabetes is frustrating especially when you do EVERYTHING your doctor says and you still can't get it under control! I've been on insulin for 15 years now. For the most part things have gone okay but there were a few problems along the way. This past summer during a major heatwave I ended up in ICU because my sugar went from 39 to 740 in about 36 hours. After a whole lot of tests and lab work they were able to determine that I was on the WRONG insulin for almost a year. After that I changed doctors and we're still trying to get this straightened out. Please pm me, I'll give you all the support I can with this. It seems that being frustrated and discouraged go with the territory and right now I'm both! One more thing... you may want to ask your doctor about using the pen, I've been using it since October and love it! I'll do my best to help you through this..... promise!