((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You are NOT pathetic!!

Holidays are the most difficult when you lose a loved one. I hope and pray that you'll find the strength during the holidays. Take comfort in knowing that even though your Dad isn't here on this earth, he IS looking out for you.

My grandfather, Bumpy George, died 32 years ago from burns in our house fire 7 days before Christmas, so I can relate to how difficult it is. Every Christmas I get this hole in my heart that doesn't seem to go away until after the holidays are over.