just saw this now, THANK YOU!!!

it's so nice to see these, getting virtual hugs when I get back. (giggling at sirrahbed's), pet talk is getting to know me so well huh? hugs & foodcolor!

I'm doing okay, thanks furrykidsmother. it's still very hard on me, I still don't want to believe he has died. the memoriable service went very awful, there was no interpreter available and I could not understand and missed a lot what they were saying. knowing my hero was very important to me, I never knew he was a veteran until that day.. everything is so different now, I wish we all had one more thanksgiving & christmas together. I miss him so much...so much. I kept on forgetting when I thought "oh why not drive up and visit them now!" (they love my surprises) ..but it's not "them" anymore. . . *sniffles* ..

not able getting in here, post/edit at all before my grandfather ceased was the another reason I wasn't here for a while. the moderator have checked my account, couldn't find anything wrong but now I can get in. I'm glad so! or I go crazy and throw my sidekick out of window..

ah, I hope I will be back this time, again, thank you all friends! thank you karen too, ((((hugs all back)))) ..

..gina & her ark