It was 6 months ago today...

[Corinna]

As some one who attempted sucide as a teen several times I can only say the person gets so involved in their own world of pain and doesn't see any thing else. You aren't aware of any thing around you No you are aware but it doesn't seem to click it's part of your life. You are not thinking right ( oboviously) It isn't any thing against any one else its just you feel like a huge black cloud is coming down to sufficate you.
I send you both hugs and prayers for you to get through the greiveing process, hoping this helps .I have never talked about this with any one but my hubby (who stopped me all three times ). Had it not been for him as my boyfreind to show up when he wasn't supposed too I would not be here. God must have had a plan of something for me to do.
Maybe it was to be able to help both of you and r your families I don't know but I do also understand the other side as well a dear freind stopped communicating with me and I found weeks later he had commited sucide. His family shamed him terrible about being gay and coming out. such a tragic thing. HUG HUG

[luvofallhorses]

I am so sorry. this must be so hard. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. We are here for you, please know that. (((((HUGS))))

[JenBKR]

((((hugs)))) I am so sorry you are going through such pain. I cannot imagine the shock you felt that day or the grief you still feel, but I hope that you can overcome it and become stronger. It won't be easy but we will do whatever we can to help.

[moosmom]

Oh Debbie,

I'm so sorry to hear about your Dad. Suicide is such a selfish thing. It leaves families torn to pieces, with no closure or explanation.

I hope that when your child is old enough, you'll tell him wonderful stories about his Grandpa.

I think Mayor Karen said it best.

We are here for you, anytime you want to vent, feel free. That's what friends are for.

HUGE HUGS TO YOU!!!!!

[Laura's Babies]

My step Dad comitted suicide in the early 80's. Mama stayed mad at him to the day she died. I know the pain of surviving a loved ones suicide and all the emotions you go through so you DO have my deepest sympathy and support!

TRY to always remember, if he was going to do it, there is NO WAY any one could have stopped him, he would have did that job, no matter what. It had NOTHING to do with YOU but as Corinna said, it is more about what is going on in his own head. I feel like anyone in their right mind would do anything like that and God will not hold it against them if their mind was sick. My money is on, he is in heaven and will know his grandkids and watch over them!

[Alysser]

I am so sorry for your lost. My words probably have no effect on you and probably won't make you feel any better, but I am truley sorry. I have lost no one to suicide. I REALLY hope your baby doesn't take it that hard! GOOD Luck!

[sammy101]

i'm so sorry This must be such a hard thing to go through.
{{{{Hugs to you!}}}}

[rizzy]

I will continue to pray for you and your family. Personally, I havent experienced it but have heard stories. Just remember to stay faithful. What ever obstacle is thrown at you is not an accident, God doesnt make mistakes. Therefore He will guide you through it. (Matt. 19:26 With man this is impossible but with God all things are possible) It is very important to stick with God through this, He knows everything, which is a comforting thought I think. Everything is in God's plan and it will all work out. Hugs, prayers and love sent your way!

~Rachel
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[.sarah]

I've never experienced suicide with anyone close to me. I can't imagine the feelings that go along with it. I'm sorry to hear about your dad

[RobiLee]

{{{{HUGS}}}}