I don't know the specifics about the county where you live but in most areas there really are some excellent resources, for your mental AND physical (monetary wise) needs. A) get a good lawyer B) start gathering any and all paperwork (bills, tax statements, receipts) C) look under "county/Gov't Human Resources and D) TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ANYTHING OFFERED!! Yes, all the phone calls and paperwork can be a pain but I'm convinced that's how they "weed out" people that aren't seriously in need. Good luck don't give up and keep strong ~~